So much CHAOS!!!

So im posted in the hospital chillin with my brother, sister and SIL! My grandma is coming home the end of this week!! My lil family is having some chaos of our own...with some overdue bills and other bills piling up while we are trying to make plans for my bro-inlaw Koni whose coming to serve a mission...and our family reunion in 2 weeks....plus my grandma not doing so well if she comes home! My husband is busy at work trying to make overtime to pay bills....i love my husband for his endless hard work and never giving up when times get rough!! My life has been an endless road of ups and downs and i must say im glad ive came to a point of staying faithful in my faith and trying to stay away from the temptations of satan. I dont regret any decisions ive made so far....and im happy with where i am in my life.....When the road gets tough we have to be tougher!........My husband is the best thing that has happened to me...without him i wouldnt be where i am today......I love him for the many things he has taught me......I love my family they are all i have and im thankful for their endless support and happiness......Im still waiting for confirmation on my prego test....i have a dr's appt this thursday and i feel optimistic but you never know.....i want the outcome to be positive!!! but its all up to the Lord and his plan.....I love the LORD!!!