First Day of School!

As I woke up this morning! I realized that i had 3 classes that i needed to prepare for and oh what a day to feel so crappy in the morning. My first class was MTH 1020 which is a math course to help me in my conversions and accuracy in giving the patient the right amount of medicine and not kill them at the same time then i had BIO 1610 which i can already tell i need to read up and ahead of schedule because i tend to doddle in the midst of procrastination....LOL...then my last class for today was BIO 1615 which is my lab class that i have to take with my BIO 1610...so much information that i havnt even made space to remember tests, and study notes and study guides....Do i sound like im panicking...I hope not....September is right around the corner.....i cant wait to get started in my classes and start usng my brain MORE!!! My family status i have been laying low at home and getting ready for school this week.....but then i get the news that my grandma is getting worse and not eating at all....it hurts me to see my grandma like that.....we all know its a sign that she is going to leave us pretty soon and it wont be a happy home.....it will be a happy home but a home in mourning for a loved one....i was telling my hubby that i've never had anyone close to me pass away and my grandma will be the 1st....im scared, and deeply saddened because im such a cry baby!! and that ok to admit......We were planning on going to bear lake with my inlaws but i have to change plans in case my grandma passes.......i am so grateful to have a loving family and a support system to keep me going up in the world as well as progress as an individual! I LOVE MY GRANDMA!