So yesterday I had to take my math test for finals week....afterwards I stopped by my moms house to go couponing with her until an unannounced visitors came in to the house...it was my cousin Mia from Texas...She is in town because her mom is getting remarried (mia's dad is my moms 1st cousin who past away RIP Uncle Tupe) but anyways she wanted to come visit us since its been forever that we've seen them. So we chilled all day bought some pizza then i left back home to i could change to go play volleyball. Last night must of been my worst night of playing only because i was up early about 630 to take my husband to work and to study for my math final...but as we were coming home we were talking about the good turn out at volleyball and for some apparent reason it shifted to a conversation about honesty, fidelity and so forth. I was may have blew up in my husbands case but that is definately a touchy subject for me....but oh my gosh was i loud and yelling at my poor husbands face. He just drove while i was yelling and right when we came home it was the silent game to whole night...after maybe an hour of silence i had to yell out and try to apologize....im so stubborn when it comes to apologizing...with me i'll wait for someone to apologize then i would do it after....but my hubby was tired and didnt want to answer me..which made me even more mad.....I would have to say that in a marriage one of the worst things to do is leaving an argument open like what we did...we straight up slept and didnt talk to each other...and i say its the worst thing to do because the next morning it creates a whole other argument when the first argument was about something so STUPID!! My hubby woke me and and was kissing me and as he was getting ready for work he said he loved me!! In my head i was like am i dreaming? What did i do to get my hubby so happy and ready for work....What has he done with me husband? I was in shock...thats why im such a brat when it comes to arguments...they can be about the littelst things and it can blow up to be bigger than it really is....While i was at skool today it made me think that im so selfish enough as to yell at my husband and go on about how right i am when i was wrong the whole time....(dont i feel dumb aye?) I am so grateful for a man like mines!! Even if we are just married for a short time i can see in the long run...He is my heart...He is my everything!! and i cant wait to grow old with him...The cartoon i posted is just a little joke about my experience last night...it made me laugh out loud literally because it totally is how i am with communication issues and such but that another day of blogging...Toodles!
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